Chapter 27: True Identity

As daughters of the Cui family, blessed with innate intelligence and nurtured by deliberate cultivation, we often see things that ordinary people cannot. I saw his situation and the possible future he might have, so from the beginning, even if it wasn''t for Zhang Guoying, I would have resisted loving him.

崔家的女儿蕙质兰心，又加上后天的刻意培养，我们往往能看出一些常人看不到的事情。我看出了他的处境，也看出了他很可能会有的未来，所以一开始即使不是因为张国英我也会心中抗拒去爱他。

No, that''s not entirely accurate. As a daughter of the Cui family, if it weren''t for Zhang Guoying, I would have approached him for personal gains, like my aunt. Ultimately, I might have used him, only to lose my heart and shatter my soul.

不，也不是全部，我是崔家的女儿，如果没有张国英，我也会像姑姑一样为了利益去接近他，最后估计很可能如对待张国英一样，利用他却也让自己丢了心，断了魂。

I inherited my aunt''s teaching, but I lacked her cold determination. My aunt has always loved power and status, and she has never wavered in that regard, but I have.

我得了姑姑的亲传，可是我却没有姑姑的冷静执着。姑姑爱的从来都是权利和地位，这一点，她从来都没有变过，而我却变了。

I couldn''t bear this man who initially captured my affection and treated me with tenderness, care, and devotion. I would unknowingly let myself fall for him, becoming emotionally attached.

我受不了这个原本就让我心生好感并且对我温柔呵护，照顾有加的男人。我会不知不觉让自己沦陷，从而爱上对方，从而感情用事。

My love runs deep, but it has never been passionate, never like a moth drawn to a flame.

我的爱很深很深，但是从来都不是轰轰烈烈的，从来都不会是飞蛾扑火的。

For example, when Zhang Guoying left, I knew I loved and cared for him. However, after weighing the pros and cons, I realized staying was better than leaving, so I stayed.

比如张国英的离去，我知道自己爱他，自己在意他，但是在权衡利弊之下留下比离开好，所以我留下了。

My love was rational and always accompanied by reason.

我的爱有着理智，并且始终带着理智。

If not for Liu Hao''s pursuit, this man I both loved and feared, I might never have gone looking for Zhang Guoying in my entire life. I would have forever kept my love for Zhang Guoying deep in my heart. When I thought of him, I would walk under the begonia flowers, which would have